Isn't it wild how others can make you doubt yourself?!?!
Lately I've been waiting on ANY interview for a teaching position next year. As the end of the school year approaches I feel less and less like that job opportunity is going to come my way. I feel like I'm obviously not good enough. Not a good teacher. Not worthy of even an interview... I look that bad on paper. But if you've ever seen me teach. If you've ever seen me interact with kids, you would know that I'm pretty good at it! It's a gift that I got from God. One of the few talents that I KNOW I have. One of the few talents/gifts I know God blessed me with, and wants me to use. But my confidence has been torn up lately. I start to doubt if it's ever going to happen. If I'm ever going to be good enough. How does that happen?!?! How does the devil get a hold of those insecurities? Why do we let others define who we are? I think it is easier to assume the worst, than to trust that God knows best! As I look through to the weeks ahead I pray that I can lean on God's understanding, and trust that whatever happens HE will be glorified! :)
Amen.
What makes a good teacher to you?
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